Feelings

Feelings are so odd. we have them every second of every day, sometimes I don't think we even realize it. This is the 21st year of my life, and I'm just now thinking about it. We can be consumed by one are awash with many all at once. Why is that? That's so complicated and unnerving and interesting and confusing and...well that's four feelings right there. Why am I even writing this? Why does any girl write about her feelings. Ha. Of course there's a boy. My Mr.Darcy. I am so grateful for him. The sole cause of so many of my good feelings. But today, today there were so many feelings, and none of them good. 
I royally screwed up.
 And I need somewhere, someplace that I can put my mind down and feel like nobody and everybody cares all at once. And what better place for that than the internet? My own personal pensieve. So here is my proposal, my belated resolution if you will. Every day, I will write something here. Empty my mind of this thing, something, anything that I need to get my mind off of. I'll put it out in the universe and maybe someone will see it, maybe no one will see it. But on the off chance of the earlier, maybe, just maybe it'll help someone get through their day. I guess this will be my bit of daily inspiration. All the beauty and pain that inhabits my brain...mind...haha. I'll try to rhyme as little as possible. I have to believe that I'm a good person. And that good things will happen. You have to, too.